He Wants You

He wants you all to himself 

He can’t even stand the knowledge of knowing that we’re having a conversation

You’re the man I love but he wishes you would find someone else

Can’t you see that?

When we started this five-year journey I didn’t sign up for that

I’m not going to hurt you

Haven’t I proven that over and over again

I will go to the ends of the earth for you and I would love that to be reciprocated

He’s jealous he is unbearable

I’ve told you that many times

Yet, it seems like you don’t even see it

If you want me to I’ll leave

just let me know if that’s what you want

I’ve given you all I can

yet it doesn’t seem to be enough

Seems like you always leave me in the dust

waiting for the day when I am your number onne

just like you are mine no matter what anyone says

He’s reaching Out

She spent a long time searching for something

Something she knew she needed  but didn’t quite know how to grasp yet

Something some can only dream of

If she could wish for anything for everyone it would be that everyone could find the love she now speaks of

When she first was getting to know his word

She felt a love she never thought was possible

From that point on she realized he’s reaching out for her because he loves her more than she knows how to love herself

He’s reaching out and slowly gaining her trust which is one thing she thought she’d never be able to get someone again

All she wants if you dedicate her life to him knowing internshe’ll be able to live the best possible life

Your Birthday

As I look up to heaven
Tears streaming down my face
I remember it’s your birthday
This is one of those days every year
that makes me sad
Mom I love you
I wish with all my heart I could come visit
I believe one day soon we will be together once again

Blue-moon Escape

She grew up listening to Blue-moon of Kentucky
Dreaming of what a blue moon escape might be like
She dreamed of a moon full of light casting blue shadows where it might
How relaxing With a blue-noon escape truly be

I pray For Rest

Dear Jehovah, 
As I lay here in the dark about to drift off to sleep
I pray for us for both of us
I can tell rest has not found her at peace these last few nights
To be honest it really haven’t found the  peace to rest much either
Please wrap us in your peaceful loving arms
I pay for rest full of peace and comfort
May our last thoughts are of you and all you’ve done to show your love for us 
Thank you so much for hearing this Prayer written in poetic form

My Dad Found My Heart

Memories of my dad found my heart today
He and I did not have the best relationship but
for me all is forgiven 
I can’t wait to one day give him a hug and tell him I’m sorry
I am so thankful he got another chance with her

I can’t say my dad was my hero but at least my baby sister can
I secretly hoped he would one day be someone’s hero
She introduced me to the first man I ever loved once again
I miss my dad who found my heart once again today
When I look at her I will always see my dad who my heart reflects back at me when I look into her beautiful eyes 

Thank you so much to my heavenly father for allowing her to be part of my life
Without her my dad might not of found my heart in the way he has if she and I never got the opportunity to meet
As for you dad I always have and always will love you no matter what
McKenzie I am so proud to call you my sister you’ll never know how much you mean to me

I Know Who You Are

I know who you are

I knew what you needed even before you did this morning 

Why do you think that message was sent when it was?

You needed a reminder to stay calm in the face of being scared

I was there and I know you felt me with you

In the silent prayer of your heart 

I heard you ask for strength you feel you’ve lost

I know you know I sent you strength by way of the Holly Spirit

Remember I didn’t bring you through the experiences you’ve had for you not to have learned the lessons you’ve learned 

I know who you are

I also know you been longing for a freedom you are so close to 

Believe me you’ll get there