Angel

What do you see when you look at her?
I see a spirit pure as an angel
Who wants nothing more than to be a light
of salvation to whomever she's assigned by God

I pray God will assign all of us
an angel like her to all of you
Angel please watch over us
being a light lighting out paths
All the days of out lives

We Are

We are pens who's ink carries messages within
the marks we leave on paper
For some like me these messages come from heaven
We are all differentyet because
we are human we are the same

Though our words may be different
I am finding that our reasons for writing
these poems is so we can convey messages
He calls on us to share
As His pens we are the only ones who can convey His
messages the way we do because
of differences in life experiences
I pray He allows me to be His pen
as long as I draw breath

My Fear

The truth has been told
The truth bold and black as midnight
Will it be heard in the mist of all the lies?
Will he be a man and admit he's been wrong?
I admitted my wrong for the part I played

My fear is I'm just that girl
you know the one
That girl who makes stuff up
to ruin people's lives
I'm telling you I have no reason to lie
not about this
I couldn't make this up if I tried

From this moment on
I'm putting my fear and pain
in God's hands
I'm ready to lay it down I've carried it
as far as I can for now
If I must, I will pick it back up
fighting on at His commend, praising Him,
because I know and believe
in the end all things work together for my good 

Teddy-bear

She reaches out,
her soulmate nowhere to be found
Her heart aching to feel his touch
Silent cry, why can't he be here?
Oh how I love him

She suddenly remembers
the teddy-bear her soulmate gave her
Cuddling with the bear isn't the same
as being in his arms but
with promises of dreams of him
She wraps the teddy-bear in her arms and
drifts off to a peaceful sleep

Bridge To Freedom

I have a choice to make
Will it be the right one?
This is scary
I can stand here and watch my dreams break like glass or
I cross the bridge to freedom armed with the faith in my heart and
His praise on my lips

I choose to cross this bridge
One step at a time
Here I go

I'm Not Alone

You made me feel like my smile was
the light you lived by
You made me feel my eyes were
more beautiful than the stars shining
against the dark of night
Most of all you made me feel a love
I've only felt once
A love most like a mother could give
It is because of you
I know I'm not alone

Written on 7/10/18 © a day a

Why Did I

The pain deeply rooted in my soul
A soul you said was pure
Why did I let you taint it?
You meant so much at one point
Then you surrounded me
in the darkness of lies

I know I'm better than that
Thank you for leaving me broken
Without you leaving me in pieces
I may never have known how strong
I really am

Where Was Jesus When

Right now I know you're asking yourself a question
I've asked myself at few times in the past
Where was Jesus when my brother was called home?
It is through my faith I now know Jesus lead him home
The next question I've asked and I know you're asking now is
Where was Jesus when the doctors told you it is cancer?

I can tell you Jesus dowels closer than you know
I know this night seems as black as coal
tears seem to fall endlessly but
it will end one day

All you have to do is pray
He knows what's on your heart
let Him heal you
In the healing you'll find strength
you never knew you had
I tell you if you give it to Him in prayer
it will get better
I'm here if you should ever need me

He Makes Me Feel

My heart has been broken
yet he makes me feel a grace laced with love
A love I didn't know I carried since birth
A love I'll carry till my life as I know it ends and
my Heavenly chapter begins

I know I've made Him cry at times
Knowing I've hurt Him makes me
wonder why He calls me His
I feel so unworthy

Father, I'm sorry
all I want is to run back to you
He makes me feel it's not too late
I can turn this around
with my faith as well as with His grace and love
I will persevere