Teddy-bear

She reaches out,
her soulmate nowhere to be found
Her heart aching to feel his touch
Silent cry, why can't he be here?
Oh how I love him

She suddenly remembers
the teddy-bear her soulmate gave her
Cuddling with the bear isn't the same
as being in his arms but
with promises of dreams of him
She wraps the teddy-bear in her arms and
drifts off to a peaceful sleep

Bridge To Freedom

I have a choice to make
Will it be the right one?
This is scary
I can stand here and watch my dreams break like glass or
I cross the bridge to freedom armed with the faith in my heart and
His praise on my lips

I choose to cross this bridge
One step at a time
Here I go

I'm Not Alone

You made me feel like my smile was
the light you lived by
You made me feel my eyes were
more beautiful than the stars shining
against the dark of night
Most of all you made me feel a love
I've only felt once
A love most like a mother could give
It is because of you
I know I'm not alone

Written on 7/10/18 © a day a

Why Did I

The pain deeply rooted in my soul
A soul you said was pure
Why did I let you taint it?
You meant so much at one point
Then you surrounded me
in the darkness of lies

I know I'm better than that
Thank you for leaving me broken
Without you leaving me in pieces
I may never have known how strong
I really am

Where Was Jesus When

Right now I know you're asking yourself a question
I've asked myself at few times in the past
Where was Jesus when my brother was called home?
It is through my faith I now know Jesus lead him home
The next question I've asked and I know you're asking now is
Where was Jesus when the doctors told you it is cancer?

I can tell you Jesus dowels closer than you know
I know this night seems as black as coal
tears seem to fall endlessly but
it will end one day

All you have to do is pray
He knows what's on your heart
let Him heal you
In the healing you'll find strength
you never knew you had
I tell you if you give it to Him in prayer
it will get better
I'm here if you should ever need me

He Makes Me Feel

My heart has been broken
yet he makes me feel a grace laced with love
A love I didn't know I carried since birth
A love I'll carry till my life as I know it ends and
my Heavenly chapter begins

I know I've made Him cry at times
Knowing I've hurt Him makes me
wonder why He calls me His
I feel so unworthy

Father, I'm sorry
all I want is to run back to you
He makes me feel it's not too late
I can turn this around
with my faith as well as with His grace and love
I will persevere

Letting Go

She feels like crying
Tears threaten to escape her soul
a heartbreak brewing deep inside
Why Lord why, does love hurt like this?
Why did she give her heart again so freely?

She knows letting go is an art
but it hurts oh how it hurts
Please God take this pain away
She will learn to completely love
the one you sent her to love
She letting go and letting you have it all