A Beautiful Mess

She stands on the battleground of right and wrong daily

Mistakes have been made

Hearts needlessly broken for which a high price has been paid

She’s trying with all her might 

to make a change for the better

It hasn’t been an easy journey nor was she expecting it to bePlease excuse the beautiful mess you hear pouring her heart out to you 

She wants nothing more  than give you her life and to be used according to your will and not her own

I’m sorry to be handing this beautiful mess over to you but 

I realize I need you more than ever and I always have been yours but

I couldn’t see it clearly until now

For this I am and always will be humbly grateful

Little One

I just got the news of your impending arrival 

I wish your mother would’ve waited until she had a little more life experience 

I’ve known your mom since she was three years old 

Trust me she has one of the biggest heart of anyone you’ll ever meet 

You are a blessing

I pray you become the peacemaker of your family

Little one events like your birth only happen In Gods time 

It’s your time and you only get one shot

So make it count while you can

Dream as many dreams trying to make them all come true

Light Of Love

I've been where pain lives
Night so dark I couldn’t see a light even if it was right in front of me
You’ve been patiently waiting as long as I needed before taking my hand
holding on tight enough to remind me
this world cannot take me from your grasp

For about three years
you’ve been showing me how to be a light of love
 I only pray I'm showing this light of love the way you envisioned for me to
I wish to leave this world a better place than it was when I first arived here
It has been an honor and a privilege to carry and continue to carry this precious possession called a light of love with me
Shining it wherever it is needed

To An Angel Named Anya

 To an angel named Anya I know we only met in person once, but sometimes one meeting is all it takes to know you carried a light within you that was greater than anything I’d seen before or since You inspired so many including me So beautiful Inside and out I pray your spirit will surround your family in the love and peace you are now resting in during this time and throughout all of their lives To an angel named Anya thank you for providing so much inspiration into my life I hope one day you’ll be there to lead me into Heaven Until I see you again

The Fire’s Warmth

The fire’s warmth privided an escape from this journey of uncertainty we are now all on The fire’s warmth reminded me of the spirit of faith which burns deep within me I can’t let the spirit of fear distract me from finding the purpose of my life I know our world is filled with uncertainty at this time, but please don’t forget the we are all here for such a time as this

She Whom Bares Her Soul

She lets vulnerability seldom appear Why open yourself up to heart stopping fear? In the Silence of night she bares her soul good bad beautiful in dark all fight for desperate release Then she is able to find serenity and peace

Strong Enough

She was told she didn’t owe him anything therefore, there was nothing left to say What they didn’t know was, she vowed to protect others from the pain he inflicted upon her She showed up to prove to him, she had overcome the label he tried to place upon her She never realized the volumes silence speaks, until she chose not to fill it with words She wasn’t sure She really meant Now she knows she’s strong enough to face any Goliath God places in front of her Thank you Lord for believing in the warrior inside me Even when it was hard for me to believe in her myself I will leave my past behind taking only the valuable lessons You taught this child of yours