Hush

We shouldn’t be doing this

this thing we know is wrong

 To you it was just sex where as you became my whole world

I held on to every little word you said as if it were life’s breath

Hush you said if our secret gets you could potentially lose it all

Your career, your wife, your home and your children

I loved you enough to keep it buried for as long as my conscience would let me

Hush you said as you slowly and methodically raped me of the belief that anyone would believe the story I’d tell if I ever broke my silence 

You raped me of my ability to believe in myself leaving physical scars in your path

Sill by this time deep pain had already formed none of which will be healed completely in this lifetime though I know Will be healed in the next

Hush angel faced devil I didn’t betray you

It was you whom betrayed me

Yet today I sit here hoping you take the opportunity to be a better friend, man and husband to those who love you 

I waver between wanting forgive you while still hating the actions you took against me time and again 

Love Letters

Sweet Sentiments of love make lovers hearts skip a beat or two
Written on flowery pages of which everyone creams to get at one time or another
The professions of love found in love letters can leave a legacy of beauty mixed with a little bit of sacrifice passed down from generation to generation
Love letters are a sign that true love still exist in this world today

Puppy Love

Oh mommy look, gottta have it, Gotta have it I do
Oh please don’t you want the best for me?
All I want is to cuddle with you
I’ll keep you warm on a cold night
I promise I’ll always be there for you
Giving you all the puppy love you could imagine
How can you deny was cute face?

Need For Speed

If I were able to drive
I'd go tearing down a dirt road leaving trails of sand frying and swirling behind
My need for speed would give me a sense of freedom I've never had before
How I'd love the awesome of this beauty
I'd love to drive!

Beautifully Strong

Her character Game of Thrones Mother of Dragons Daenerys of the house Targaryen is the very definition of beautifully strong to me
She not only has great outer beauty her character possesses a huge heart full of love for those who are less fortunate then herself
When I first began watching the series I could relate to some of her character's struggles
I even found myself wondering if the show's creators would grant her character her very own spin-off

I find myself wishing  more television shows would create female roles as strong as hers
I know these roles would go against everything society teaches us but we need to start believing our roles as women are just as important as men's roles are

As for your character Daenerys Targaryen
I just learned there are rumors of your unfortunate end
I must admit this saddens me
You my dear were one of the reasons I found myself sitting on the edge of my seat to see every week
May you always remain beautifully strong

A Beautiful Mess

She stands on the battleground of right and wrong daily

Mistakes have been made

Hearts needlessly broken for which a high price has been paid

She’s trying with all her might 

to make a change for the better

It hasn’t been an easy journey nor was she expecting it to bePlease excuse the beautiful mess you hear pouring her heart out to you 

She wants nothing more  than give you her life and to be used according to your will and not her own

I’m sorry to be handing this beautiful mess over to you but 

I realize I need you more than ever and I always have been yours but

I couldn’t see it clearly until now

For this I am and always will be humbly grateful

Little One

I just got the news of your impending arrival 

I wish your mother would’ve waited until she had a little more life experience 

I’ve known your mom since she was three years old 

Trust me she has one of the biggest heart of anyone you’ll ever meet 

You are a blessing

I pray you become the peacemaker of your family

Little one events like your birth only happen In Gods time 

It’s your time and you only get one shot

So make it count while you can

Dream as many dreams trying to make them all come true